grr

There are few people in my life that can crush my inner happiness in just a few words. No, I'm not going to point fingers, but... The one who affects me the most is the one whose house I'm staying at and food I am eating. The one who is paying for my car insurance and cell phone bill.
Oh, how effortlessly he can take the gentle Hawaiian breeze of my heart and manifest it into a raging storm. The initial joy my presence brought to him has all but deteriorated into annoyance and impatience. His face is apparent with doubtful questions as cantankerous as "Will she ever be able to be dependent" or "Is there even a sliver of hope that she will find a job" and even "When is she going to leave" These questions are currently residing on his every expression and yet, he felt the need to voice them while I was enjoying sand between my toes and the sun on my face.

Well done.

I'd like to leave now.